微笑后面到底藏了多少眼泪

多少的爱最后是因误解而终

对外的冰冷而内心的黑暗又有谁懂

爱真的很伟大

它能包容对方，无私奉献，互相学习，互相影响

为那独特的他而改变，有了对方的影子

爱真的很难

你所付出的不一定会有同等的回报

但谁有会在乎呢，因为有爱啊

而且每个人的爱都不一样

爱没有一个公式去记算，不能衡量

不能说谁是自私的

爱真的很脆弱

它需要呵护，珍惜，培养

距离是杀手

要克服唯有付出时间去经营和沟通

那是为什么会有聊不完的话题

爱真的很漫长

当熟悉了，习惯了

可能会淡了

困惑的那可能是有了默契还是真的不想说了

在这世上

有多少人在等待着爱

有多少人在寻找着爱

有多少人为爱拼命得打拼

有多少人为爱而忘我

有多少人在享受着爱

为爱，你敢吗？

This particular part reminds me the most, of you :)

My life is a mess now.
Everything is not sorted out.
And I am just standing there and watch my life being sucked down to the toilet.
Hate studies. Hate money shortage. Hate being single. Hate being used. Hate that fucking distance.
Fuckkkkk! Hate my surrounding. Hate my life. Hate myself. Stop being a fucking dumb shit!!!!!
Please please SATURDAY please be a reset button.

如果我看你看过的世界，走你走过的路，我会更靠近你一些吗？

sometimes i wonder did i take a wrong road to engineering.
what if i took law?
what if i applied JPA?

but after all, i am here, an engineering student in a local university.
others pursuing other courses have wonderful lives, colourful.
but hey, i am gonna make the best out of this, it is gonna be good too!
road to be professional engineer is a bumpy road.
so shut up and fight!