Ohhhhh time flies and September is just a step away.
It is final exam month for me and I am currently exhausted from all the workload.
Academic stuff aside, there is one thing that bothers me.
It seems it is really over by now, lets forget and move on.
Am I so dumb to wait for the worst to come?

i watches triumph in the skies every night
because
it is a good drama
childhood memories
bunch of good actors and actresses
pilots are way so cool



i want to know England better
and i know you have been for the few places
how i wish i could go to England
one day oh one day

yesterday a sad news came in late in night
a friend of my friend past away
she had brain cancer, treated, getting well
but last sunday afternoon her brain pressure increase suddenly
she was then in coma, stated the brain had stop functioning
until yesterday night, she lost her heartbeat and certified dead
RIP
deepest condolences to her family and friends

love the ones who love you more than themselves
even some people truly in love end up breaking apart
they never regret because the memories that left behind are
precious

"dream as if you live forever
live as if you die tomorrow"

haters gonna hate
believers gonna dream
whatever i think is tough
blaming my life to be dull and soulless
think of others out there gasping air for life
live now, love now, you will never know what ahead of your life
hold tight,
the ship starts sailing

有遗憾才会记得,会记得才会有回忆

me being dumb
looked back those silly conversations
i have to admit i had changed
replaced by this current dull soul

how could i bring back the youthful soul?
i am not him anymore damn
should i blame the society? the culture? the uni? or MYSELF?

fuck the feeling of being used.
you fucking retard doesn't have a brain to think
i didn't give a damn to you and i didn't promise you of ANYTHING!
you are so gonna pay for this shit
i ain't goona let this happen for nothing FUCKER!!