Sometimes adding a smile just makes everything totally the opposite way. Making life simple. We have enough of stress, sorrow, and sadness. It can be simple as we want it to be. It can be totally positive. It can be full of rainbows instead of gloomy clouds.

I am uncertain of my future. Kind of missing in the mid way. Now just left two and pick one and that will be my destiny. For sure, I will be apart from where i used to know. And of course, adapting myself in a new world. Feeling alone but i am excited to discover what will be coming in my way. I know I have a lot to learn, way more than what I expected. Life is tough, I have to be tougher.

Good luck, all my dearest friends. I love everyone of you. Take care and may your guardians always by your side :)

Am I having this feeling too soon??

There are much more meaning than just having friends around. We need friends to be there when there are something we can’t tell or share with our parents. We gone through thick and thin together. We celebrate. We cheer. We cry. We shout. We hold each other together. We fight and be friends again.

Sadly, there are some who just in the middle of the sorrow. They loved and now they build a huge wall in between. I watch and set my hands doing nothing. Sad. Why? Why? WHY? I can be very sure that you will be laughing for this in the future. That is impossible you still hating each other when you are holding your child in your arms. You will smile and drop a tear for ending you teenage life like that, feeling ridiculous.

Don’t you miss that? Well, I do.

Got back some exam papers, not satisfied. Again, I feel great sorry to teachers and blaming myself for doing so badly. The most interesting so far is english essay, personally i like Edmund’s motivative SUCCESS and Audrey’s real story of “the class will not be the same without him”.

I wish friendship is the only ship that will never wreck :)

Just finished trial exam today. I am FREE!!! *super duper excited* Again, i learnt quite a lot in the past 3 weeks. Apart from the threatening questions, i know myself better. I can't say that the odds are against me because it is my own fault and mistakes. I promise I will change, change for better and hopefully for the best. Attended a meaningful and inspiring talk by Dr. Morni. "Saya mahu!!!" :) Regretted going back earlier and didn't have the tasteful lunch :(

There is only around one month time for SPM. That means secondary school life will be ended very soon. Graduation Day is on 15th Nov. and we have to plan what performances we want and what to buy for the teachers. T-shirt is in the process. For us, we have a simple design but 5E has more complex design. We will see which one is better :P

Signing off.