My life is a mess now.
Everything is not sorted out.
And I am just standing there and watch my life being sucked down to the toilet.
Hate studies. Hate money shortage. Hate being single. Hate being used. Hate that fucking distance.
Fuckkkkk! Hate my surrounding. Hate my life. Hate myself. Stop being a fucking dumb shit!!!!!
Please please SATURDAY please be a reset button.
sometimes i wonder did i take a wrong road to engineering.
what if i took law?
what if i applied JPA?
but after all, i am here, an engineering student in a local university.
others pursuing other courses have wonderful lives, colourful.
but hey, i am gonna make the best out of this, it is gonna be good too!
road to be professional engineer is a bumpy road.
so shut up and fight!
“关于距离,最害怕的就是你不知道那个人是在想念你还是已经忘了你。”
你不是没完没了,是你没忘没了。
The scariest thing about distance is that you don't know whether they'll miss you or forget you.