End of exam, start of holiday. I will do what should be done.
the trip was good and there was one part where i got to reflect on my childhood and even teenage time.
it was kind of dramatical and to be a man, it do takes a lot of hard works. hopefully i still get the chances to do it since the feeling was super good, taste of freedom.
lots to be done. lots of promises made.
the other day one of my friends wrote: "to be successful, it is to give up what you are for what you what to become." and this was came up in my mind yesterday so strong until i always think about it now. it is so true. how many people are willing to change to be a better person. who could give up their existing attitudes, life routine, the ways of thinking, talking and the ways they handle things? give and take. before you take, you have to give up something or sacrifice someone and ultimately yourself? this knocks me really hard this time. it might be the philosophy of my life lol.
hope to be a better person, a better man. expect the unexpected, think beyond boundaries.
Ohhhhh time flies and September is just a step away.
It is final exam month for me and I am currently exhausted from all the workload.
Academic stuff aside, there is one thing that bothers me.
It seems it is really over by now, lets forget and move on.
Am I so dumb to wait for the worst to come?
i watches triumph in the skies every night
because
it is a good drama
childhood memories
bunch of good actors and actresses
pilots are way so cool
i want to know England better
and i know you have been for the few places
how i wish i could go to England
one day oh one day
yesterday a sad news came in late in night
a friend of my friend past away
she had brain cancer, treated, getting well
but last sunday afternoon her brain pressure increase suddenly
she was then in coma, stated the brain had stop functioning
until yesterday night, she lost her heartbeat and certified dead
RIP
deepest condolences to her family and friends
love the ones who love you more than themselves
even some people truly in love end up breaking apart
they never regret because the memories that left behind are
precious
"dream as if you live forever
live as if you die tomorrow"
haters gonna hate
believers gonna dream
whatever i think is tough
blaming my life to be dull and soulless
think of others out there gasping air for life
live now, love now, you will never know what ahead of your life
hold tight,
the ship starts sailing
有遗憾才会记得,会记得才会有回忆
me being dumb
looked back those silly conversations
i have to admit i had changed
replaced by this current dull soul
how could i bring back the youthful soul?
i am not him anymore damn
should i blame the society? the culture? the uni? or MYSELF?