All things seem smooth to me. Yea, that is a lie. :) Nothing left to say and I just wanna do what ever I want to. That’s how I live for me, myself, alone. Yea, I am such a selfish jerk. I just don’t want to do the same thing again and again. I’m sick of this. I tried and trying, maybe. DAAAAA~ I’m done of this. off off OFF!!!!! A teenage life with movies, music, friends, family and a little bit of flirting is enough, for me.

Some of other friends started to plan for their holiday plans after SPM. I think I should join them, would be fun :) But, I feel tired at the moment. Motivation needed. KIA KAHA~ :)

Just gone through facebook and tumblr. I am… totally lost.

I am currently free from anything. Just feel like nothing to do. Yea, i have a account test on Monday but when it is right after the excel, i just don’t have any motivation to read. :O

Back with my usual lifestyle, movie.

That’s love. Protecting in a way that willing to do anything. Fresh to the market though.

God. Human. Demon. I wish i could be the son of Zeus :) It is pretty cool to have some power that beyond human abilities. yea, it is a little bit old because i missed it out for months :P

In real life, there is the same. I am Human. However there are just some bullshits who always tell lies. Come on, be a man and don’t ever pretending that you didn’t do the same thing i did. Please have guts and admit it. I am sick of you!!! That’s why i don’t like to talk to you guys, STAY AWAY FROM MY LIFE!!! You guys really are just meant to be one gang, one gang of shits. Yea, you got me.

Phoo… Music… Currently i am listening to Leehom’s lastest album, simply nice :)

Love the song《你不知道的事》:)

It is just something that we always ignored and don’t even care about it. Are we cruel? No. It is just that we don’t really know. Be a true listener and goes with the feeling and be confidence to make a choice. BE STRONG. I am mute as i saw that. I have nothing to say, nothing to be a subject. I was thinking to do that but you took the first step before me. The road not taken and i will do what the poet did. I may slap myself for doing this, but i have to be strong. I have to chasing for my dreams, i want to break the boundaries. TRUST ME. It will be gone.

Just started to watch《公主嫁到》It really makes me laugh :D

Theory of a Deadman - Not Meant To Be

It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you wanted from me
And knowing that if I give that to you
I might just disappear

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn away one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe
That's theres no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our lives

Nobody wins when everyone's losing

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn away one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

There's still time to turn this around
You could building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn away one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, baby I'm sorry to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

It is way too hard for me to explain all over again. If you really can’t get what i meant, that’s the way we should stick with, just like the song. Make it simple please. Make it through until the end, i think it will be better when we are not seeing each other. It is just few months left.

Yes, this is just a break. I was and will be very busy with my mountain-like homework and projects. I think i am the reason that makes me busy like hell. I am lazy, lazy to move, in any issue. I never been lazy like this before, just like do nothing the whole day will make me…… happy :P

Did go out with my primary school’s friends. They had changed a lot. Had fun staying with them. I can be the childish me :D

Staying at home will be my movie time. Feed myself with movie is just another way to comfort myself. watched some old movies, simply great :)

This gives me a new definition of love. Love is simple and fun.

This shows me how brave a tiny boy is, don’t judge a book by its cover.

A CNY movie. True friendship lasts long no matter what happen.

*Don’t ask why am i like beh song in this pic. I smiled but they said it should be serious in the 1st pic so it turned out like this ~.~ luckily the gang at the back acted cool if not i will be the only with a face like that.*

Long time ago, we had a malay drama presentation – KERUSI. This is the very first group work we have in Form 5 :D love the moment we spent together and surely i won’t forget this sweet memory~

Ade smelling her “rejoice” hair while watching Run Devil Run.

Soong’s parents’ Honda City.

Unexpectedly, the commercials made us laugh A LOT~ Cal-YUM & Ribenna :D

FYI, Kwan Hew Lam was the one who lend her house for us to play,eat,sleep practice with no parents at home. Imagine 17 teen boys and girls in a house, we can do anything we wanted :P

Us, dancing NOBODY… Trust me, Pang Yong Tong is very pro at this :O

Love this pic. Btw, Ade and Felix are like those celebrities get caught when they are holding hands.

This is the worst thing i ate so far D:

Ah Lau(out of the camera), Kevin, Soong and Felix dancing SORRY, SORRY :D

3 beautiful servants of mine :P

Me explaining how to make the dolphin-sound-mix-with-making-love-sound between Masayu(Tan Pui Lei) and Putra(Ricky). This is how a dull drama changed and becomes an interesting one :D

With his dirty mind, he knows everything i mean and do it 100% wonderful.

The Sissy Lemon(Elton) and Gay Couple(Felix & Soong)

If i was Ribenna(Lau Chong Yen), i will kick his butt and run away XD

On the big day, we all were well prepared and ready to bring on the show. So far, i didn’t get any negative feedback and who cares if it was all about Friendship.

I personally love the whole process of this, with whole bunch of friends doing such group work. Plus, no one was missing in every single practice :D

P.S. Jeremy, i didn’t mean to make you feel jealous. It is good if you were here but…… too bad… *wink* :P

I give you my word
I give you my heart
Every word I say is true
This i promise you

I promise you :)

Finish preparing all the things for drama. Will go to Kwan’s house tmr right after tuition. Still feeling lazy, but i have to finish all the pending stuffs in this very short holiday. Watched Little Big Soldier in PPS, it is a nice movie. Funny yet meaningful. Worth to watch. And i have to say Wang Leehom did change a lot in this movie. For Jackie Chan, he did not fight much in this movie but another way round :)

Well, i was very happy last night. Sweet in the heart. All i want is this, the way how it flows, the words that melt my heart. I will keep my promise if you do your part :) It takes a very long time for me to feel like that way. Thx for making a good night for me :) I’ve found a reason for me to change who i used to be. A reason to start over new and the reason is you.

Yes~ i am really really into holidays. Not touching any books. Stick my face on the computer screen more than 12 hours a day :D Feeling good for having laziness to control my whole body. Love sleeping. Wakes up after 12pm everyday. It is sad to wake up VERY EARLY tmr morning… 7AM !!!!! Will do the drama practice and all the preparations. Hope we manage to finish it in one day, so i can relax for one more day.

Watched Percy Jackson and Olympians - The Lighting Thief in PPS *FINALLY*. I love the concept of the movie as it mix modern time with the old story and the power of water is AWESOME O.O PPS is very slow and greedy for not sharing all the new movies, they only open to the VIPs who need to pay them. There are many, really, movies hit the big screen last few months, but now i only watched one. Waiting list: Valentine’s Day, Alice in Wonderland, Remember me, Dear John, and many others chinese movies. Please tell if you have any of these movies. I AM HUNGRY!!! FEED ME!!!! Gossip Girl is back but now i want 90210~

Looking forward for the prefect camp. Hope it will be a really memorable camp. I think it will be fun to have all the friends as the AJKs of the camp. It’s time for us to treat the juniors :D KahMan said he will visit us one night and go out for yum cha. It will be fun :D