Me and soong went for job hunting in the golden triangle this afternoon. We went straight to uniqlo as ah Sui gave us so much info and the pay is quite okay. We were so shy to ask as the counter were so busy with customers -.- then we went to pavilion first. We were scared of asking for jobs from shop to shop. We went forever 21 but nothing happens and we just went out lol. Later  we walked round and round in the pavilion mall and finally the first shop we got the guts to ask was Espirit and nope they do not need any part timer. After that, we were hunting like there is no tmr we walked past each store and look for the notice that they pasted on the glass door side. We asked more and more which we think suitable for us. Got turned down so many times. But we found this shop called Typo, a gift-stationary-decorations store. We saw the notice of "come and join the team", and so we asked the Mandy's sis lookalike cute store girl who I think veryyyy ngam for soong hehe... They told us they don't need extra hands too but their store in KLCC might need some ppl. After that, we put this on hold and went for other stores around pavilion first. We went for Ralph jeans which also states that the KLCC stir might need a hand. So finally it seems like KLCC is the only hope. Went for it and fill some forms and have to wait for reply. Walked around and soong bought his third Fred Perry shirt rich ass lol (nice colour Jo!) and then we got so hungry and went back to pavilion to have our early dinner. At first we thought of going back home but the hunting spirit didn't dimmed abit and so we walked around again to see if there were any possible shops we might left out. Nope. Then we walked again back to KLCC -.- to confirm our applications with Typo. Sadly they don't need us :( and the last hope was left with the Ralph jeans which will only give us reply on Monday -.- so at last we went to uniqlo and H&M. Good news they need part timers but they need resume and photos. So we need to go back again tmr. I didn't walk sooooooo much since a long long time. My legs are sore tired itchy pain. I need that money and I don't want my holidays just  like some shirty lazy ass. I am lazy but I could do better :) if I successfully apply for the job, this will be the first yo! Hehe. Longing for so long for part time job because this is a new experience plus with ah soong and I think. It will be good.


The  heirs finally ended and I surely miss it so much. It is the first Korean drama for me yay! And I am going to watch other when I have the time. I really do hope I can get my part time job done and set the schedule for this holiday properly and start my exercise routine together.  I want a different 2014 hehe


:)


Just found out this cool feature in Facebook. Nice review of my 2013. nothing much happened though but yet another year has gone. I just finished my final exam ytd and now currently SEEKING for part time jobs soooooo badly... need some extra cash to use hehe :D

Had the first paper today. Hope for the best as the other paper will be the WORST.

Went to have dinner and yumcha with the gang. This makes me to feel warm in the cold city like this. Ann is still sooooo talkative and easy to get along with. Was working hard to keep friendship like this because i know once people are apart, very few will stick back like old days. Really hopes the gang can be maintained as good as it was, as close as we can get. Easy example, Ade and me were close during secondary school, we shared many things together, but my mind couldn't pick up anything good to talk with her just few days ago when I went for Soong's convocation. It was awkward situation and I had no idea what to do. Why do these things happen? When people live in different circle, we tend to have topics and happenings inside the circle only. Outsiders will find it difficult to pick up anything good to talk with. Easy conclusion, it is because different "channel". 

Actually, I find it a little bit hard too to talk with the gang sometimes because I am not in their daily lives. I didn't know what their lives going on. I didn't know what to ask too sometimes. But I always find some stupid topics to talk about as I do not want it to be a "cold situation". AHHHHHHHH... If we were all younger, we would not have this problem as we think less and talk more and care less about our dignity or what so ever. We should always "join in" and catch up so that we share the same memories. That's why we have yumcha and stuff right? So, put down your phone and talk, people!


在失去你的風景裡面 你卻佔據了每一條街 一步步曾經 一步步想念 在腳下蔓延

在充滿你的回憶裡面 我獨自流浪海角天邊 一步步走過 當時心願

I always thought that one of my closest friends in UTAR had some past experience as me. He shared this in Facebook just now and I could straight away feel it. I think both of us should share some time to talk about it maybe :)

I think I had changed and I am going to try again. Not to hope much, but just that I don't want to lose a special friend. Someone that I can share things with when I can't share it with the people surrounding me. We might end up with different people, and I hope the best for her and I hope she do too.

微笑后面到底藏了多少眼泪
多少的爱最后是因误解而终
对外的冰冷而内心的黑暗又有谁懂

爱真的很伟大
它能包容对方,无私奉献,互相学习,互相影响
为那独特的他而改变,有了对方的影子

爱真的很难
你所付出的不一定会有同等的回报
但谁有会在乎呢,因为有爱啊
而且每个人的爱都不一样
爱没有一个公式去记算,不能衡量
不能说谁是自私的

爱真的很脆弱
它需要呵护,珍惜,培养
距离是杀手
要克服唯有付出时间去经营和沟通
那是为什么会有聊不完的话题

爱真的很漫长
当熟悉了,习惯了
可能会淡了
困惑的那可能是有了默契还是真的不想说了

在这世上
有多少人在等待着爱
有多少人在寻找着爱
有多少人为爱拼命得打拼
有多少人为爱而忘我
有多少人在享受着爱

为爱,你敢吗?

This particular part reminds me the most, of you :)

My life is a mess now.
Everything is not sorted out.
And I am just standing there and watch my life being sucked down to the toilet.
Hate studies. Hate money shortage. Hate being single. Hate being used. Hate that fucking distance.
Fuckkkkk! Hate my surrounding. Hate my life. Hate myself. Stop being a fucking dumb shit!!!!!
Please please SATURDAY please be a reset button.

如果我看你看过的世界,走你走过的路,我会更靠近你一些吗?

sometimes i wonder did i take a wrong road to engineering.
what if i took law?
what if i applied JPA?

but after all, i am here, an engineering student in a local university.
others pursuing other courses have wonderful lives, colourful.
but hey, i am gonna make the best out of this, it is gonna be good too!
road to be professional engineer is a bumpy road.
so shut up and fight!


压力好大,自疑心好重。

“关于距离,最害怕的就是你不知道那个人是在想念你还是已经忘了你。”

你不是没完没了,是你没忘没了。
The scariest thing about distance is that you don't know whether they'll miss you or forget you.


i didn't watch glee for quite some time. but, since cory was dead and i have been waiting for this episode. this is really sad.


please hold someone dear to you closely.

:/

年轻不要留白

不会忘记,也不可能忘记。
只是放手,只狠有缘无份。
就待有缘再续吧!


Just random.
Love watching Revenge and Modern Family.

“要有踏出第一步的意愿,不论这一步多么微小。”

一步很小,一生很长。
Starting on the path to change usually takes only 1 step. And this 1st little step will go a long way, longer than you could ever imagine. — atSalar de Uyuni

this guy has it. so often my life can be purely described by him at the particular moment.

End of exam, start of holiday. I will do what should be done.

the trip was good and there was one part where i got to reflect on my childhood and even teenage time.
it was kind of dramatical and to be a man, it do takes a lot of hard works. hopefully i still get the chances to do it since the feeling was super good, taste of freedom.

lots to be done. lots of promises made.

the other day one of my friends wrote: "to be successful, it is to give up what you are for what you what to become." and this was came up in my mind yesterday so strong until i always think about it now. it is so true. how many people are willing to change to be a better person. who could give up their existing attitudes, life routine, the ways of thinking, talking and the ways they handle things? give and take. before you take, you have to give up something or sacrifice someone and ultimately yourself? this knocks me really hard this time. it might be the philosophy of my life lol.

hope to be a better person, a better man. expect the unexpected, think beyond boundaries.


it is another good story. complex yet simple. it was kind of my life emotionally. all left behind with a polite smile.

试着放开,试着改变,才能重生,才能成长。

答应自己把那趟旅程当作回忆的坟墓吧!加油!