Me and soong went for job hunting in the golden triangle this afternoon. We went straight to uniqlo as ah Sui gave us so much info and the pay is quite okay. We were so shy to ask as the counter were so busy with customers -.- then we went to pavilion first. We were scared of asking for jobs from shop to shop. We went forever 21 but nothing happens and we just went out lol. Later we walked round and round in the pavilion mall and finally the first shop we got the guts to ask was Espirit and nope they do not need any part timer. After that, we were hunting like there is no tmr we walked past each store and look for the notice that they pasted on the glass door side. We asked more and more which we think suitable for us. Got turned down so many times. But we found this shop called Typo, a gift-stationary-decorations store. We saw the notice of "come and join the team", and so we asked the Mandy's sis lookalike cute store girl who I think veryyyy ngam for soong hehe... They told us they don't need extra hands too but their store in KLCC might need some ppl. After that, we put this on hold and went for other stores around pavilion first. We went for Ralph jeans which also states that the KLCC stir might need a hand. So finally it seems like KLCC is the only hope. Went for it and fill some forms and have to wait for reply. Walked around and soong bought his third Fred Perry shirt rich ass lol (nice colour Jo!) and then we got so hungry and went back to pavilion to have our early dinner. At first we thought of going back home but the hunting spirit didn't dimmed abit and so we walked around again to see if there were any possible shops we might left out. Nope. Then we walked again back to KLCC -.- to confirm our applications with Typo. Sadly they don't need us :( and the last hope was left with the Ralph jeans which will only give us reply on Monday -.- so at last we went to uniqlo and H&M. Good news they need part timers but they need resume and photos. So we need to go back again tmr. I didn't walk sooooooo much since a long long time. My legs are sore tired itchy pain. I need that money and I don't want my holidays just like some shirty lazy ass. I am lazy but I could do better :) if I successfully apply for the job, this will be the first yo! Hehe. Longing for so long for part time job because this is a new experience plus with ah soong and I think. It will be good.
The heirs finally ended and I surely miss it so much. It is the first Korean drama for me yay! And I am going to watch other when I have the time. I really do hope I can get my part time job done and set the schedule for this holiday properly and start my exercise routine together. I want a different 2014 hehe
Had the first paper today. Hope for the best as the other paper will be the WORST.
Went to have dinner and yumcha with the gang. This makes me to feel warm in the cold city like this. Ann is still sooooo talkative and easy to get along with. Was working hard to keep friendship like this because i know once people are apart, very few will stick back like old days. Really hopes the gang can be maintained as good as it was, as close as we can get. Easy example, Ade and me were close during secondary school, we shared many things together, but my mind couldn't pick up anything good to talk with her just few days ago when I went for Soong's convocation. It was awkward situation and I had no idea what to do. Why do these things happen? When people live in different circle, we tend to have topics and happenings inside the circle only. Outsiders will find it difficult to pick up anything good to talk with. Easy conclusion, it is because different "channel".
在失去你的風景裡面 你卻佔據了每一條街 一步步曾經 一步步想念 在腳下蔓延
在充滿你的回憶裡面 我獨自流浪海角天邊 一步步走過 當時心願
I always thought that one of my closest friends in UTAR had some past experience as me. He shared this in Facebook just now and I could straight away feel it. I think both of us should share some time to talk about it maybe :)
I think I had changed and I am going to try again. Not to hope much, but just that I don't want to lose a special friend. Someone that I can share things with when I can't share it with the people surrounding me. We might end up with different people, and I hope the best for her and I hope she do too.
My life is a mess now.
Everything is not sorted out.
And I am just standing there and watch my life being sucked down to the toilet.
Hate studies. Hate money shortage. Hate being single. Hate being used. Hate that fucking distance.
Fuckkkkk! Hate my surrounding. Hate my life. Hate myself. Stop being a fucking dumb shit!!!!!
Please please SATURDAY please be a reset button.
sometimes i wonder did i take a wrong road to engineering.
what if i took law?
what if i applied JPA?
but after all, i am here, an engineering student in a local university.
others pursuing other courses have wonderful lives, colourful.
but hey, i am gonna make the best out of this, it is gonna be good too!
road to be professional engineer is a bumpy road.
so shut up and fight!